Thanks for sharing this Jessica. Until 2015, I thought I had most of my life together. But in 2014 and 2015, my life began to unravel and it all fell apart in end 2015. I am picking up the pieces and slowly but surely recovering. But I don’t have all the pieces to my new jigsaw puzzle yet and don’t know what they will evem look like. I have more and more “I don’t knows” but I am more comfortable with not knowing now. I am learning to be comfortable with my discomfort and will still look for the answers. Meanwhile, I am learning to enjoy and navigate my messiness. One day, I am sure the true me will come up, like a lotus flower out of a muddy swamp. Take care and God bless Jessica!