Thanks for sharing this Jessica. Your honesty is refreshing and has always helped me to think my life through, as in this post. I have been in relationships and I am slowly realising that you can never love someone fully and truly until you learn to love yourself truly and fully too. For only then can you give of yourself completely to the other, who then truly becomes your muse and love and inspiration. Until then, the incompleteness will gnaw at you and you will never feel satisfied. It is time to lead and blaze the trails, like Robert Frost said: “The road less travelled”. Thanks again for sharing this!